This happened earlier today. I found it so hot, I wanted to write about it. Hopefully you enjoy.

I am a masculine 30M with an insatiable desire to be used as a submissive cocksucker. Every few weeks the desire becomes to strong and I am compelled to find a cock and assume my role blowjob slut. There is something so exhilarating and arousing about submitting to another man, being used and abused as his personal cocksucker. I got on my favorite hookup app and started talking with an older married man. He was 45 and lived at home with his wife and kids. We talked back and forth for a bit, he was the exact type of alpha man I craved to serve, but it seemed he wouldn’t be able to get away from home to meet up. I chatted with a few others, but no one that was a good fit. That’s when I get a message from him saying he has the house to himself for the next 3 hours. I eagerly get in my car and drive to his nice suburban home in a very family oriented neighborhood. As soon as I get inside he orders me to strip right there at door. I take off my clothes, get on my knees, and away his orders. He tells me to follow him and I crawl, naked on my knees, to the middle of the living room. Without a word he drops his pants, revealing a his 5 inch flaccid cock, grabs my head and forces my face into his crotch. I eagerly take his cock into my mouth, this is what I have been craving. He holds my head in place, slowly grinding against my face, as his cock begins to grow. Before I know it, his cock is forcing its way into the back of my throat. I struggle to breathe and resist the urge to pull away. That’s when he puts a hand on each side of my head and starts fucking my throat. First very slow and gently, becoming faster and more forceful with each thrust. After a few minutes facefucking me, he sits back on the couch and tells me to get to work. Not a second later his cock is back in my mouth and pushing into the back of throat, this time all by my doing. He mentioned previously that he wanted me to get him off with just my mouth, so I kept my hands behind my back. I give it my best effort, trying desperately to please this masculine married man. Eventually he stands up and starts stroking his cock. He tells me to lick his balls and I can tell he is getting close. He grabs my face while he continues to stroke faster and faster. He grunts as he erupts multiple shots of cum. He moves my face around as he continues to shoot, evening covering my face with his warm and sticky load. When his orgasm subsides, he uses his cock to smear his cum all over my face. I thank him, get dressed, and walk out the door with my face completely covered with cum. I quickly walk to my car, keeping my head down to avoid anyone seeing the fresh load I still wore. I revel in the humiliation of wearing another man’s load as I made the short drive home, his cum running down my face in some spots and drying in others. I get home and clean up, still extremely horny. About 30 minutes go by and I get a message from him saying that he is ready to use my mouth again. He says he still has the house to himself for over an hour and tells me to come back. I am overcome with feelings of humiliation, arousal, excitement as I respond, “yes Sir” and head towards the door.