My story of turning gay

So I thought I’ll share how I “turned” gay lol.

So when I was younger I was always fascinated by guys dressing up as girls. This naturally lead me to becoming curious about trans women and looking up trans porn. Still I remember having massive crushes on girls and every waking moment were spent fixating on them.

By now I was 23 and still a virgin and being desperate to lose it I looked up escorts on backpage (RIP). One ad I saw was a trans woman. My age, Aussie and a top. She was stunning so I took the plunge and booked her. I remember feeling so guilty and wondering if was gay. My first time would be with a trans girl and not a girl with a pussy.

A couple of days later was the day we had booked. I took a taxi to her apartment. She was pretty in person. She asked me what i felt comfortable doing. I said only oral lol. It’s been years yet I still remember so vividly what her cock felt like in my mouth. I couldn’t believe how different it felt compared to my own. I sucked her, rimmed her and she kinda came in my mouth (hard for her to cum).

I felt so guilty after and avoided thinking of sex at all for a few weeks. I did end up seeing a cis girl and felt less guilty lol but at this time tumblr was big and there was so much porn on it. My trans girl escort had a tumblr and besides stuff of her, she also posted gay porn. I discovered she loved bi guys. That blew my mind for some reason. Because I was attracted to her and because she was kinda my first I wanted to be what she liked so I started jerking to gay porn. I felt so bad every time after I came but it was more intense than when I was looking at girls.

Eventually i started seeing this cute Asian trans girl. She had no boobs which made me more attracted to her for some reason lol. We dated for five years.

After her I realised it was probably 10 years since I had sex with a cis girl and while I still think girls are sexy and I like their panties and lingerie and clothing I don’t want to have sex with them. I started seeing this fem guy and started to identify as gay.

I am so happy I am gay. I get to have the most intense mines blowing sex and I alsohave a good girl friend who I can talk about guys with. Trust me guys, every gay needs a good girlfriend.