I'm not entirety open about my sexuality with family n friends. Those who know think I'm just bi. I chat with my ex gf who encourages me to be a crossdresser. My washing machine broke this morning and I not only texted her about it but I had also found some of my mothers clothes that fit....THAT I sent to my best friend who is now a father and married instead. My heart dropped and since I couldn't unsend the text, I lied and told him that was a joke because of how much shit I used to clean up the water.

I'm scared shitless about ACTUALLY telling my best friend on accident I wear female clothes.....but also really hoping he asks for me to suck his cock dressed up because as awesome as his wife is, she doesn't suck dick.

But I do.