One of my Dom’s fantasies is watching other guys use and breed me. We’ve been talking about it a lot recently, so I’m trying to prep myself to get in that head space. I even get on Grindr and find guys that I’d be willing to bottom for, but following through just seems so hard. I mean ideally, I’d love to get to a point where we can go to a party with a big group of friends, I’ll show up naked and my sole purpose will be to make sure that all the guys are satisfied and that everyone gets to get off once or twice either in me or on me, (a true party “favor”). But every time we get close to doing it, I feel so dirty and degraded. I guess that’s the point, but how do I get past that? Any advice?