So I’ve always been quite an anxious person and I consider myself as straight. I wouldn’t be in a relationship with a guy but I’ve enjoyed the thought of cock and being submissive - so I started pursuing that. So I have a dom (an old school friend) and we were going to meet but he’s not very well and I’m not allowed to cum without his permission. It’s been 5-6 days and all I’ve done is look at gay porn. So I got talking to this older guy last night who wasn’t too far from me and he kept showing me cock. It looked amazing. I told him about my situation and that I wasn’t allowed to cum, he was fine with that. But he wanted to meet me. He suggested today which I kinda agreed to.

Today comes and I wake up hard and thinking about his cock. He was already online, he showed me how hard it was. We kind of agreed a time last night, after our brief chat in the morning a couple hours ago by reaching the time we agreed and I didn’t hear anything for a bit. Then I get a message saying are you coming? I thought about this for a couple minutes and said yes. I didn’t want to let him down and I’m glad I didn’t. He gave me address and I went to his.

He opened the door is his dressing gown. I said a quick hello to his dogs and then he led me upstairs to his room. He took off his dressing gown straight away and in front of me was this gorgeous cock. I then stripped. He grabbed my cock and put it against his. All I hear is “suck me” so I drop to my knees and start admiring this cock. Licking his balls, he slapped me with his cock. I put in my mouth sucking him, he pushed down of my head, his cock hit the back of my throat but couldn’t take it all.

He then moved me to his bed where he put me flat on my back, raised my legs so my knees were at my chest and lent over me. He then fingered me, then the bit I’d never thought would happen. He applied more lube but this time to his cock. He began to rub his cock up and down my hole, he slowly pushed into my ass and it felt sooo good, he started slow but pushing deeper and deeper each time. I never thought I would but took all of his cock, it felt so good deep inside me. He then grabbed both my hands and put them above my head and started going faster, I was moaning like such a slut. He then came inside me.

I’m so glad I went, not only to overcome that barrier but the start of my journey of being a sub slut