At the time, (I was 20), I had two dating profiles - tinder for real dating, as weird as that sounds, and Grindr for more kinky fun. I think that other experiences I had with guys leading up to this, led me to realize that I was kind of a slut, and very submissive, so my Grindr profile was geared pretty heavily toward being used and degraded. I had met a guy on tinder and we were hitting it off pretty well, and he invited me over. The night before I went over he found my Grindr profile and, even though there was no identifying info on that profile, figured out that it was me.

When I went over, we ended up making out and jerking off, but I was having a hard time finishing. He commented that I was probably one of those guys who can’t finish without something in my hole, and alluded to my Grindr profile. I resisted and told him that wasn’t true, at which point he spit on a finger and pushed it into my hole, making me nut instantly. He ghosted me after that, until I messaged him asking if he wanted to do the kinky things on my Grindr profile. He told me to meet him at his house and strip as soon as I walked in, then go back to his room. I followed his instructions when I got there, and immediately got naked at the front door, in spite of knowing that his roommates could have been home. I went back to his room where he made me rim him for a while before pushing me to my knees on the floor, and face fucking me so intensely I thought I might pass out. His cock was literally pushed down my throat, then he started rocking his hips back and forth, literally fucking my throat. He pulled out, came all over my face, then kicked me out.

About a week later, he told me to meet him at the local state park, naked and wearing a butt plug. So I did. I knew he was going to use me pretty roughly, but the last time had really turned me on. I was learning to feel less shame for being used, and to feel more thrill from it. We both arrived at the park, at which point he texted me and told me to get out of my car and get into his. We were still in the parking lot and there were people around, and I was completely naked, except for my shoes. I was so nervous that I could hear my heart pounding in my ears. It was dark, so it wasn’t completely obvious, and I don’t think anyone saw, but it was so nerve-wracking, being naked in public. I got in his car, undid his pants and started sucking his cock. He started driving through the park, using his elbow to keep my head trapped on his cock, making me choke on it pretty continuously, while using the other hand to pull the butt plug out of my hole, then shove it back in repeatedly. We reached the other side of the park about 30 minutes later, where he finally let me come up off his cock and fully catch my breath. When I had wiped the tears out of my eyes, I saw that we were in a parking lot in an opening with some public restrooms across the lot, maybe 45 yards away. He pointed and told me I was going to get out and walk to them and he was going to fuck me once we got inside of them. He got out of the car and waited for me to follow. I was so scared, obviously still being naked and still being in a public place. There was no one around at the moment, but that could have changed and if anyone pulled up while we were walking from the car, I would have had no where to hide. I got out of the car and tried to walk fast, but he blocked me and made me walk slow, prolonging the risk of my exposure.

Once we were in the bathroom, he shoved me up against the wall, yanked the plug out of my ass, spat on his cock and pushed through my opening until his hips were pressed firmly against my cheeks and his cock was lodged deep inside me. He grabbed my hip with one hand and covered my mouth with the other and started fucking me with a steady but quick pace. His strokes were long and deep, but kept good speed. After about 10 minutes, he pulled out, spun me around and pushed me to my knees and blew a huge load (at least 6 or 7 ropes), all over my face. He left the bathroom before I could even get up, resulting in me crossing the parking lot by myself, now not only naked but covered in cum, to get back to his car. Once back at my car, he kicked me out and drove off.