I never told anyone about this. But what better place to share the story than reddit?

In my freshman year of college, I shared a dorm room with Eric* (*names changed to protect the innocent). We were opposites in almost every way. He was tall and athletic, played sports, partied hard, and barely studied, while I was more introverted and bookish.

One day, though, we found something we had in common: Our taste in porn.

I came back to the dorm and he must not have been expecting me, because he left his laptop open. The browser showed that one of my favorite sites, "Amateur Allure." For those who aren't familiar, the site was very tastefully shot and featured genuinely gorgeous girls giving head and swallowing cum. He was visibly embarrassed when I noticed, but I tried to play it cool. "Hey, I love that site. The girls are super hot, huh?"

We got to talking, and it got surprisingly personal. He told me the girl he was seeing, Jacqueline, didn't like giving blowjobs and absolutely refused to swallow. He told me he liked to watch this kind of stuff and imagine it was her sucking him off. He even suggested that we could watch porn together sometime since we liked the same content. I laughed it off as a joke.

Until…

A few days later I came home from a late night at the library, and found Eric at his computer, with a porn clip playing. This time he didn't seem embarrassed. I could tell he was drunk--or high?--which honestly wasn't unusual for him. Neither of us said a word. But I pulled up another chair and sat next to him, enthralled by the girls on the screen.

Still wordlessly, he took his cock out and started stroking it slowly. He was big, and thick--I remember being surprised that it seemed so massive. I followed his lead and began stroking as well. We watched one girl after another enthusiastically suck cock and hungrily swallow mouthful after mouthful of cum.

He started stroking faster, and I guessed he was getting close. Something about seeing his big dick while watching blowjobs was seriously mesmerizing me. I didn't expect this of myself but, without a word, I casually slipped down to my knees on the floor.

He took the hint and stood over me, stroking faster. I nervously opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue. I remember the firm sensation as he pressed the head of his cock down on my tongue, and then the taste of cum flooding my senses. He grabbed the back of my head and slid my mouth onto his shaft, so that the remaining ropes shot to the back of my throat.

He retracted, and I swallowed. I felt like a whore. Like a porn star. Honestly, I felt incredible.

We both went to bed and never talked about the experience again. He soon got a new girlfriend (who must have satisfied his needs) and I started dating as well.

To this day, though, when I watch videos of girls swallowing cum I sometimes find myself wondering what it's like to be them. No, not wondering--I remember that I know what it's like.