I’m addicted and need more…

Bit of an intro:

6 months ago I gave a guy head for the first time.

Time and place was right. I gave my first blow job. Sucked his balls, licked up and down his shaft, smacked his dick into my tongue, and sucked that dick like I’ve been waiting a lifetime to do it (since I had been). He knew it was my first time ever giving head and said it was the best head he’d ever had. My dick got so hard when he filled my mouth with hot tasty cum. I can’t stop thinking about it. I want to do it again, and again, and again!!

I almost backed out too when he got to my hotel room and didn’t answer. So glad I let him in! The feeling of another man’s dick growing in your mouth, getting super hard before cumming, and twitching in your mouth is absolutely incredible. Making a guy moan in ecstasy and knowing exactly what it feels like to cum is surreal. I’ve made women cum, but I don’t know what it feels like for a woman to orgasm.

Needless to say, I’m hooked on cocks and hot cum!!!! 🥵 🤤

Again this was all 6 months ago. I’m married to a woman and have been for many years. Always considered myself straight but had a craving for dick. Hard cut BWC.

6 months ago I gave head after YEARS of wanting to do it. Backed out over and over. Well since doing this 6 months ago I think about nothing but hard dicks and cum. All I want to do is suck men off.

But I haven’t since then. I’m at the point now where all I want to do is find men and be submissive to them. I find it difficult to watch straight porn unless it’s a cum shot compilation or girls giving head just dreaming of being the one giving the guy head. My Reddit is primarily gay porn or penis dedicated pages and cumshot pages. I am finding it more difficult to cum myself unless watching guys cum. I still have regular sex with my wife but if I’m thinking about giving a blow job or guys cumming I cum sooo much harder.

I feel absolutely addicted to dicks and want more. I know I need to satisfy this craving but finding it hard to find someone that is clean and can host and doesn’t want to be pushy about things

Also, my wife knows has given me permission to go out and explore this side but still seems hard to do so even though I want to more than anything. Everyone on Reddit local seems to back out and everyone on Grindr refuses to send photos etc or they just seem dirty.

(Had to make a new account as last one I’m locked out of :( )