I know this is long... TL;DR(s) at the end.

I'm a mid 30s guy who has always identified as straight and have never really found myself sexually attracted to a man. My gf and I enjoy a lot of kink play and often switch between Top & Bottom. When she Tops, she enjoys using my neediness & denial to bring out my desire to please. The last few sessions have taken a gradual, yet very noticeable shift as (I know realize) she was working to bring out my inner pleasure slut & help me drop my inhibitions.

Looking back, it all started when she asked me to use my mouth to clean off one of her toys. My eagerness to both please and taste her led to an extremely thorough cleaning and I found myself enjoying it. She observed "Are you cleaning that or pleasing it?" with a knowing smirk on her face.

Over the next few switch rotations, she has slowly shifted my fantasizing and stoked my desire to be used for pleasure. We are close to the point of making the leap to pleasing a real cock and I find myself craving the times that she teases me while talking about watching me please another man... those are the most intense teasing sessions.

The final step in my opening up is to begin posting about the journey so far and the fantasies/scenarios she has used... from cleaning her dildos to sexting about pleasing the construction workers nearby. I know that she wants me to relive the conditioning and the teasing in order to help me drop my inhibitions... I thought maybe you all would enjoy the ride with me? Hopefully ending with giving in fully to my lust and sucking a nice cock until he finishes.

TL;DR (serious) - I discovered through my intense kink sessions with my gf that I'm not as straight as I may have originally thought. Curious if people want to see how I got here so that I can continue to drop my inhibitions by sharing the journey.

TL;DR (funny) - My gf has brainwashed me to cure me of straightness and now I want to suck a cock and please a man. Instructions unclear, got dick stuck in chastity device.