First time poster.

So whole life played with my ass off and on. Growing up in a red state and being a football player I honestly believed that I couldn't like men. Long story short suppressed it heavily and after my second divorce I was ready to embrace my sexuality.

I had dated a beautiful twink for a few months. But he was of the "old school" mentality and didn't want to give it up without knowing there would be commitment. I wasn't opposed to this but the blowjobs he gave were not enough.

We eneded up splitting amicably. And three months later I find myself still wanting a cock. My entire life watching porn I would goon hard. I love hard dicks they turn me on. I just didn't admit it in my adolescents and I was ready to embrace it.

Was doing the typical grindr browsing and managed to set up a few different dates with two different black men. One was a hookup and the other was a formal date. I continues to work and the next time I check my phone i get a pic of a BBC.

"Typical" I thought. Looked around me to make sure no coworkers would see the BBC on my screen and I decided to really look at it so I did.

It wasn't special. Average size with a bit of girth. However, I couldn't stop fantasizing about getting pounded like a bitch. I had used dildos the same size and knew if the plastic felt that nice than his cock must be amazing.

I asked my friend to cover down while I handled some "personal stuff" Asked for his address and I was on my way. I got to his place within 20 minutes and knocked on the door.

The man was about 5' 9" chubby and bald. Not my type at all. But as soon as I seen him I knew I was going to bend over for him. He gave me some water and sat me at the table and made some small talk.

About 2 mins in I said "I just want some dick to be honest". He smiled, finished his drink, and pointed me to the bedroom. I hustled kn there and when I turned around his hands were pulling my pants down. He grabbed my dick which was starting to get hard and got on his knees and immediately deep throated my 7 in dick. His skills were impeccable and within 15 seconds I was rock hard. In fact hardest I've ever been. He stops and pushes me onto the bed.

The back of my head smacks against the bed and he grabs both my juicy thighs pulling me towards his mouth. I was stunned. I am a 245 lb guy with a hefty build. He deepthoated me a few more times. The last time he throated he gags a bit and pulls my dick from his mouth. " Damm baby you have a beautiful dick for the bottom" he said as droll leaked down his chin. " well" I said " I guess if you fuck me good enough I'll let you taste me" I said hauntingly.

I couldn't believe I said that to a man but my ass was pulsating at this point. Without saying a word he grabs my thunder thighs and flips my ass up. I feel both his large chubby hand pull my ass apart. He gave a slight moan. I could feel his warm breath hit me in places I've never felt before. Like a zombie my hips pushed back and almost involuntarily I say " ...eat it".

I feel his warm tongue on my hole. It was wet from my cock fucking his mouth. He started to swirl his tongue and I couldn't help but gasp. It really does feel good i thought. Mind you I was stone sober and never have had any sexual encounter like this. But no drug got my mind swirling even close to what his mouth was able to do.

He gets more aggressive and enters me with his tongue. I can feel it squirming inside me. And I feel a sensation enter my body for the first time. I call it "bad bitch energy". I knew in that moment I needed his cock. He pulled his face from my ass and I looked back at him making eye contact. " fuck my white ass right now!"

Without hesitation he reaches to his end table and squirts some lube on his hand and starts preparing his dick. I look forward and anticipate the moment. He grabs both my cheeks again and pulls my ass apart lifting my hips a few inches. I feel one hand move off my right cheek and feel the tip on my ass. My legs started to shake and he slowly but firmly started putting his cock onto me. I just remember focusing on my breathing and everything was going smooth. Then. He absolutely crams his cock in my ass. "Ugh" is all I could give out.

He starts thrusting even harder and it hurt. It hurt real bad. But I loved it. About the tenth stroke in I was able to catch my breath and forced myself to push back into it hard. It made him stop thrusting momentarily. " ugh.... daddy!" I let out. " "oh fuck yeah" I head him say. After that I swear it felt as if his dick grew another inch. He piunded me a good 10 minutes doggie and then flipped me missionary. About half way in there was no pain just ecstasy. I begged for his cum. Calling him daddy as I did so. Kept telling him to "fuck my white asshole. "

He blew a load inside me and I remember feeling the spurts of cum. At this point my dick was Simi hard and just spooling with precum. He was a man of his word and gagged my dick until I shot a massive load into his mouth. He had to moan as it happened and some leaked out the side and trickled down my thighs.

After that I went to work with his load inside me. I worked as a mechanic back in those days. Sometimes I wanna meet with him again to show him how much of a bottom bitch I can be. .