35yo gay male who's engaged to a wonderful man. We have a great sexual relationship on top of everything else but I can't help feeling horny and excited all of the time.

I want to suck cock for a living if I could. Especially disrespectful and dominant, straight married cock. The taste and feel of a cock in my mouth is like nothing else to me. I've never cheated and don't plan to but I'm constantly masterbating. At work, at home, anywhere I can get away with it just to make myself a little less horny. If I had a cock in every hole all day and night long I'd be content. I'm not ashamed to love cock and sex at all but I hate that I can't turn my cock and brain off sometimes. It doesn't help that I work with only men and 99 percent of them, i would let fuck me behind their wive's backs