Have a couple of folks I’m interested in on Grindr, who are fine with the fact that I’m a trans man (ftm). One of them most likely will be this week, as a quick visit to my place to drop a load off in me.

It’ll be my first time being active with someone(s) since before the pandemic, and thanks to new antidepressants affectibg my sex drive and the burden that often comes with me not hearing folks IRL enough to communicate verbally, I’d rather just have quickies where at least the other person can get off. I can always take the time (and new imagination fuel) to satisfy myself easier after they leave.

I’m nervous to get active again especially while it’s still new to me how I’m perceived as a big chubby bear, but I’m also excited for the prospect of being able to just bend over and take a load before moving on with my day/self-care. I can’t wait. My little cock is already standing at attention again.