Hey all!

Just wanted to give an update on where my sexual journey is currently sitting. I've been going through quite the dryspell but also, I don't know if I'm also just getting pickier.

I have been with LOTS of guys and they always say how amazing the experience is and how much they loved it but to be honest, I can only count in one hand the amount of toe curling sexual encounters that I've had. Lots of tops just want to stick it in my ass and hope for the best - or fuck me and then they cum right when it even starts to feel good and they just leave or don't have the wind anymore to help me finish.

I know it sounds like I'm only with selfish tops but unfortunately that's the situation for my area. Idk, maybe this is my curse. Maybe I've tried so damn hard to make sure my skills in the bedroom are of the highest I can make it so that people actually enjoy sex with me and I have tk realize that only a veeeeery few percentage of people do that and so I'm doomed to have mediocre sex for the rest of my life.

Either way, i'm bored and my sex life is bored and I have no idea what to do about it. Grindr always sucks and trying to meet anyone on here is a bad idea usually. Maybe it's my sign to move to Europe or something☠️☠️☠️