So today I totally went for it and I don't know if I feel happy or bad. So where do I start? Where do I even get well there is this guy that I've known forever you know had a crush on and we went to the same high school. He's about two grades older than me and was just delicious. He was a total. All American jock. He was popular sexy football player everything. Well I've always just lusted after him from a distance. Well that all changed back in October when we all got together and it was basically a class reunion. We ended up exchanging snapchats and that's where it all began.

Right from there. He told me how sexy and stuff I was and how he wanted to. You know experiment and never been with someone like me. I'm a very feminine boy very passable as a woman. Anyways, that's a story for another time. So we start exchanging nudes and talking about all the stuff you wanted to do to each other and this goes on for months and then he just goes me right before the new year.

Which brings me to today where I seen an ad on Facebook for his business. Which I don't even know why he lied about at the beginning. Trying to say it was in a different city but whatever. So got all dolled in my best casual college slut whoredrobe. I went to his business when it first Open and he didn't even recognize me. I said something along the lines of. So are you still going to f*** me like a slut? He was so put off surprised and was like I can't service you because of our history. I was like you ghosted me after you collected all my stuff. Then he started apologizing for that. And I apologize for miss reading the situation. He asked me never to contact him again and making sure this day and everything stays between us. I say sure and then I go ahead and leave and I get back to the car and guess what you texted me and said " actually I can service you come back in"