I debated sharing this because it was personal but here is the part 2

Joe and I became a regular fwb. Instead to talking on Grindr we exchange number after our second encounter. Yea, I knew he was married but during that time I was only thinking about myself. I was having fun with a man who knows how to use his tool and I loved every inch of it.

One night I had plans to meet with my friend for drinks but joe also wanted to see me and do more poppers together. I told him I’d meet him after having drinks with my friend. I was tipsy when I arrived at his place I hit the doorbell then he greeted me shirtless and I gave him a kiss. I will forever remember that night because I felt like true slut. If anything, we made love that night. It was a long hour of sex with poppers. We tried different position. I remember the bed getting banged on the wall and I even ask if his neighbor will get mad but he just kept going while my legs were in his shoulder. He fucked me with no condoms on and that night that was the first time a man came inside me. And I loved every drop of it. Even he could not believe he came inside but he had a smile on his face. That night he asked me if I wanted to stay over but I said no because I wanted to keep some boundaries. I remember telling him to just “kiss me but don’t you dare fall in love with me” Joe and I would meet twice a week and sometimes even 4 times a week. Sometimes he would pick me up and drive me to work. Or go to dinner then fuck at his place after. We were like in a relationship. Just two lonely guys having fun. I thought this shit only happen in the movie But I didn’t realized I was falling for him and it’s hard…….