A little background first. I identify as Bi (M) but at this stage of my life who am I kidding, I’m gay. I love men, I’m attracted to men, I love the smell of men and I love pleasing men. I was married twice, got the kids and grandkids whom I adore and I still hang out with my ex as a good friend. Now let me explain why this is important to what happened tonight.

I was active with men over the years but stopped having interactions about 15 years ago. Back then I was always the “top” but had experienced anal sex a couple of times but it was not my thing. Fast forward to today and I have been advertising on /r and other platforms a private glory hole that I have set up in my house. My thinking was this; I don’t want to get into a personal relationship, I want to be in control of who/when/where and I love to suck cock but that’s it. No anal, no playing with my dick just whip it out let me drain it and be on your merry way. After the feeder is gone I kick back in private, fantasize about how that particular cock would feel in my ass and I masturbate. Soon I was wanting something like a dildo or butt plug to go into my ass so I purchased a small one. Then I got a bigger one. Then I bought “Brutus”. Needless to say I started to enjoy having my ass filled which was new for me. Well as you can imagine my “guests” who frequented my glory hole would ask if I bottom. “Nope” was always the answer, until tonight.

I have this guy that has me come to him and i I have sucked him off multiple times. He has a large BBC that is VERY thick and I struggle to throat it but he is cute and considerate and I love the way he tastes. The last time we were together I had him had as a rock and flooded with throat juices and he said something about “it’s rideable now”. I shook my head no but the thought was there, I wondered if I could ever get anything that big in my ass. Well tonight I found the answer and yes, with a lot of preparation and stretching I fit that monster meat (wrapped of course) in my ass and I rode him reverse cowboy style and it felt so fucking good I came in my jock.

So how do I know it is official that I am a bottom boy? Well on the way home I stopped at Wally World and bought 3 boxes of condoms: regular, wide and magnum and I can’t wait to use them all.

Please welcome me to the Bottom Club 😍