Hey guys, so I was in a long term relationship with my partner for almost 13 years!

The last few years we've been living apart as I did not enjoy living where we were living ( I moved to be with him, 6 months after we met)

I also suffer from deep depression and anxiety. I haven't been able to keep a steady job.

My partner ( well ex) completely blindsided me last week & ripped my heart out. He was due to move up here to Brisbane, Australia next month when the borders open up.

But he broke up with me. No warning, completely out of the blue. I'm just guttered n devastated. I cannot envisage my life without him. I'm really scared of being single and alone for the rest of my life. I'm 54 years of age and it's difficult at any age , but even harder when your older.

I'm so lost. I've been on an emotional roller coaster since last Tuesday. I know it's going to take time to heal from this. But I don't know, I feel like a broken man.

Would love to make some new friends in Brisbane, Australia. Even that, in itself is difficult.