So me and this guy we got contact several weeks ago, and agreed on fwb. Although we have grown emotionally closer, where we cuddle, invite each other to our homes, cook for each other etc. basically, we are attached to eachother.

We haven’t had sex yet, it mostly been bj, rimming, jerking off together, but we both enjoy it. He is not the kind to sleep around with people, he doesnt like that lifestyle. Whereas I am the opposite.

Last night, we were talking and I asked him about his sexual past, so he told me. And I got this unexplainable feeling of anger and annoyment. It’s not about how many he has been with, idc about that, its just the fact that he had been with someone else than me.

I think that maybe he enjoyed those guys more than he will enjoy me pisses me off? Or that I am so attached that the thought of him being with someone else is making me crazy. Also, we are leaving the the uni (abroad) in less than 2 years, and that pisses me off as well. Because I will never get to see him again and he will for sure be with someone else.

I have been in a relationship before, but have never had this kinda feeling.

Someone please help me, I dont wanna feel this way. It ruins my entire day, and I am getting super annoyed at him