I'm 17 and he's 22. We've known each other since I was 11 but we didn't do the deed until I was like 14. He didn't manipulate me into or anything. I actually initiated it. I asked him if he had a crush on me when I was 11 and he said he never looked at me like that until the day we actually did something. His interest in me isn't declining but now that I'm older I realize our relationship definitely started on an unokay rock according to society. I just have this fear of finding him in bed with a 14 year old. Nothing about him says pedophile but the things my dad and mom said about him back in the day are coming back to haunt me. Idk why