I (M16) have a crush on a Jonathan (not his name but yea M17) I’ve liked him since sophomore year. Now I’m a Junior and he’s a senior. He seems to be bi but he might be straight idk. Anyway yea I haven’t talked to him ever but I have been eying him. He’s in my gym period and every time we make Eye contact he smiles. I try to seem like I don’t care though I don’t know why. He’s looks like a typical jock but with style. And not like a sports jock but he’s hot. He’s Mexican and about 6’3 I think and he ware’s all black but he’s not emo or goth. He ware’s black boots and a chain from his back pocket to his front on his pants. And this is like what he usually ware’s. He has long hair and like fixes it like way to much and acts so full of himself. Though what I’m writing sounds like he might be a jerk, I once witnessed something so heart warming that I made me melt. We had the same lunch period and this freshman was crying for what ever reason. He got up from his table which was like full of his jock mush friends and hugged the freshman!!! He comforted him without even knowing him. He was so compassionate and nice and it was just so kind. Even though I’ve never talked to him myself we have been eyeing each other and when ever he smiles at me like it’s so big and he looks generally happy. Yet I can’t bring my self to talk to him and now I’m sad 🙃. Anyway yea should I talk to him or just leave it be? Is it all in my head or should I roll the dice? What should I do? Please help.