So my ex and I broke up about 2 weeks ago and we currently have to live together with my brother for financial reasons. She told me she fell out of love with me and that she kept waiting for it to get better at different milestones this year but it never did. Tonight we were unpacking our dish ware in the kitchen with my brother and we were crying in the basement and I expressed I was having a hard time going through everything because the whole situation felt so confusing because I just didn’t understand how she fell out of love. She tried to explain again saying that she never fully stopped loving me until the day we broke up and that she had little moments where she did. I tried to tell her that I didn’t really feel those little moments from her because they were so overpowered by the amount of distance she created that I just couldn’t feel sympathy for that. She then accused me of trying to start and argument and said I was treating it like she attacked me. Then she left and started sending me large messages about how she’s felt more and more and I got so overwhelmed because I needed to help my brother unpack and I had asked her to stop blowing up my phone because I couldn’t read it all at once and it was hard not to respond as she sent it but she said I should read it all later but I couldn’t stop reading it as she sent it so I blocked her for a bit because I felt uncomfortable. I went back to unpacking and after a while she came back out and we seemed to be getting a long. After we finished she came to my room asked me to close the door and gave me a hug and pulled me in the bed while saying it hasn’t been easy for her. She asked if I read the messages and I said only the first half and explain why. She started crying and I asked if she could send the rest and she said no and that she didn’t want to send it again and then after begging her she just said she couldn’t tell me why she couldn’t send it without telling me what it was about. I’m wracking my brain over what it was about and I don’t know what to do or why she was being so affectionate before hand and I’m so worried I fucked something up.