So me and this guy have been talking and meeting, sleeping over and even sealed the deal (🍆). At the beginning we wanted to get to know each other ofcourse, so thats what we have done for the past month - 1.5month.

I am getting very happy thinking about him, I enjoy my time with him, and he has literally changed me for the better. I am now in a position where I dont know what I am feeling. I have never been in love before, so idk if what Im feeling in love. He has told me he loves me, tho I havent been as «open», because I dont wanna say something I actually dont feel. Also, I know he is waiting for me to pop the question of getting official, but I dont wanna do it before i know that what I feel is love.

Also, I am leaving in a few days and we wont see each other for 2-3months. I dont want us to grow apart just because I let the opportunity to make it official slide.

Any advices? Please help me