I need advice. I’m 52 years old and I have done a lot of thinking lately. I just now realized that what happened in the 2nd grade has sent me down a path that was the result of what happened to me about 43 years ago.

To make a long story short, I was in the 2nd grade and in the cub scouts. I had just made WeBLS and went on a father/son campout. Since I didn’t know where my actual Dad was at the time, the Cub Scout masters assistant offered to take me under his wing.

And to try keeping this story short, this guy showed me how good it feels to have someone suck on your dick. Then one day he says that he has to confess to my mom what he has been doing. He asked me, “what would your mom think when she finds out her baby boy is gay? That he likes men to suck his weiner?”

I was horrified! I begged him not too! He tells me he can keep a secret if I do to him what he did to me. So basically, I would need to suck on his dick because that’s what he did to me!

So I agreed, and from that day on, at every Cub Scout meeting, I would end up in a back room or closet with his dick in my mouth. This is where I learned about ejaculation, sperm, etc.

When I was sucking the head of his dick “like a lollipop “, I thought that my mouth spontaneously generated lots of saliva, it was only later that I realized that he was cumming in my mouth.

Anyways, this happening at such a young age, makes me feel like it caused me to start liking it. I ended up sucking the dicks of bullies, and when the word got out, I ended up having to suck a lot of dicks

So my question is, should I report a sexual assault 43 years later? I bet the guy isn’t even still alive?

Help!?!