I'm 38 but look 28 by most accounts. I'm 6'1" and average (190 lbs). I'm in a straight relationship but have permission to play with other guys. Yet I still want to be discreet.

My dilemma is that I am extremely fixated on cocks and cum, yet I don't feel like I'm attracted to men otherwise. My absolutely ideal person would be a trans woman who doesn't mind being top 😜. But I don't expect to find that, so someone like myself would be the next best thing.

I'm hoping to find someone who is shy or socially awkward like myself. Most people say "don't worry I'm chill" but that's the opposite of what I want! Haha. You gotta be nervous and neurotic like me.

Physical preferences are clean shaven face, chubby, uncut cock, younger than me, quick cummers, and smaller cocks.

I don't care what your orientation is as long as we don't have to be intimate outside of me sucking your cock. I don't want mine sucked. I may be interested in frotting if you are craving more two way pleasure.