I'm 37, 190lbs/average, have an unusually large cock girth wise (I'm 7" long by over 6" around). I'm a "strait" guy who has been fantasizing about cocks my whole life. I realize that makes me not strait, but on the other hand it's really only the genitals that I fixate over, I have little to no interest, sexually, in men as a whole. But "realistic" dildoes aren't cutting it for me anymore, I really want a real one.

One of my top fantasies is frotting/rubbing cocks together. I'd freaking love it if you came first, drenching me with your cum, but I'm almost sure that won't happen, because I get so excited about cocks that I prematurely ejaculate even when masturbating while thinking about it.

While I'm open minded, I think my ideal person is clean shaven face (even though I won't make out with you, for some reason beards turn me off), chubby, nice cock that is maybe a little shorter than mine (so that you might cum while your cock is nestled right under mine), uncut is a huge plus but not required (I am cut). I'm looking for someone who is not sexually aggressive, yet also ok with making their cock the center of attention for our encounter(s). So like, a gentle top, and I'll be your power bottom? (But I'm also not ready for penetrative sex yet...)