My dad and I have always had a somewhat rocky relationship due to many things (cheating, alcoholism, etc), but through all this it’s made me want him in a way that’s more than just a father. For context, my dad is a straight man, but my mom had caught him watching gay porn many years ago, so he was at least curious back then. Within the past two or three years, his alcoholism has reached an all time high and he says/does things that makes me think this. While drunk, there’s times where he’ll open my door late at night fully undressed and mutter words to me trying to make a sentence, but I never know what he’s actually trying to say. Sometimes after standing in my doorframe for a moment he’ll come and lie in my bed with me while still being completely naked. The first time this happened it freaked me out pretty bad and I just left the room and sat in the bathroom for a little while to try and get myself together. This has continued to now and I’ve yet to do anything because I’m afraid it’s just drunk actions and him not actually wanting to anything, but I really want to make a move. My dad, despite being an extremely conservative person, has always been supportive of me being gay and even took me out for icecream after I came out years ago, so I have no fear of being disowned, just worry of doing the wrong action. As I’ve grown and seen more of my dad I’ve started to take notice about how he’ll wear shorts or sweatpants that show off his bulge and sometimes I think he knows I’m staring lol. He’s a pretty muscular man and has an above average size and girth so I really want to test the waters but don’t know the correct way to go about it. Any advice?