Hiii! Hope everyone is doing ok and surviving winter lol. I've been feeling more lonely than usual lately (most likely due to seasonal depression if I'm being completely honest) so I decided to give this one more go. I'm looking for a father figure because my real dad has never been in my life and abandoned me twice. Tbh it never really affected me emotionally until now. I'm hoping to find somebody who's willing to give that kind of love and support on top of being a long term bf. Idk if that's possible to find but I'm gonna try lol. Anyways, A bit about me: I'm from the Midwest, I love baking and cooking, I collect retro games, I like hiking, hockey is my favorite sport, and I love writing and listening to music. I also drum as a side gig. I have my music collection posted on my profile if anyone's interested! Nerdy stuff aside, I'm not really looking for anything too specific when it comes to age or appearance but I'd prefer someone in their 20s to late 30s and am willing to do long distance. I also have a soft spot for guys who wear hoodies and beanies, fellow nerds who are happy to talk about their intrests, and redheads lol. Also, I'm a bottom (that's prob obvious tho lmao). I'm not really looking for casual hookups and was manipulated into doing nsfw stuff when I was younger so I prefer building up to genuine intimacy. In other words, I need you to prove I'm safe with you before doing any of that. In the end, I mainly just want a guy who'll be there for me and do all the cheesey couple stuff like staying in our pj's all day, making dinner together, talking about our hobbies for hours, playing Mario party, etc. since I've never had a actual boyfriend before, I've always wanted to expirence all of that. In closing, plz excuse the run on sentences and thank you for reading. Hope to hear from some of u soon