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2 Years In... I don't think I can go any longer
I've been seeking a relationship nonstop for two consecutive years. I'd understand if you didn't think that was a long while, really it isn't, but it was enough to break me.
If they're looking for something real, treat you decent, they're half a country away.
If they're full of commitment and text you on the regular, they are hard to let go if you'd rather be friends.
If they're into the same things as you and are attractive, they just want sex.
I understand fully that not all guys are like this, I'm not saying this. Simply put, it's exhausting.
I want someone I can love fully, someone I can be fully confident in thing being mutual with. I want someone that is beyond doubt, someone who will always put a smile on my face, and that I don't have to overlook things to even grin at them. I want someone who cares about all the things I care about, and wants to do things with me. I want someone I can cuddle with, and tell all my woes to on the daily.
I suppose... it'd be more accurate to say I wanted that.
I'm very well aware that this says more about me than the people I've sought out, don't worry. I want to work on myself, and that I will do.
I'm making this post to seek advice on those who've been through these feelings, and to know what helped them. Perhaps it will help me.
I'd also like to say sorry to the people I've ghosted, abandoned, and hurt, because I was too afraid to say goodbye, much less how I really felt.
I'm sorry, and I hope all of you find the one for you.
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