Recently I talked to my boyfriend of nine months about opening up the relationship. I'm the one who introduced the idea of bating and video chatting. After a couple conversations he agreed and last night we hung out with a dude from sniffies to "rip off the bandaid". I'm more of the bottom in the relationship and he's the top. My boyfriend hit the dude up asking if he wanted to suck our dicks. When we got to dude's place we dropped our pants and laid back but I just wasn't into it. So I just watched dude suck my boyfriend's dick while I stared blankly at my soft dick. It felt embarrassing but I focused on what was at hand and went through with it. late the dudes ass out while he deepthroated my bf. He would switch on and off between making out and sucking my boyfriend's dick. I could feel my boyfriend's thick veiny dick in my mouth thrusting in and out while he had was eating another man's ass out. We were both servicing him last night watching his big balls bounce between our mouths. In the end my boyfriend came in my mouth while the dude was riding his face. It didn't really satisfy or pleasure me but it's the closest I'll come to pleasure and I'm okay with that. It's a hard thing to admit, I felt like I was just in the way sometimes. I wonder what it's like watching him fuck someone in front of me or even by himself if he wanted to.