Me (31) and my husband (32) did our fair share of threesomes when we were younger. Now he’s developed a kink and wants to watch me get fucked.

We did some cuckolding once but we didn’t handle it very well. I fucked with a guy while he was at home, telling the guy he was just a roommate. Also I fucked with a stranger, did some cruising. The guy was hot and fucked me incredibly well. I couldn’t bring myself to let him know about it and when he found out it was a mix of feeling cheated plus getting sexually excited. So we decided to stop it all and get monogamous.

Until last week. We play table tennis and last week in the stadium we had to share the locker room with a soccer team. My husband expressed later he really wanted to suck another guy’s cock. I said go ahead and download Grindr but he said it is a nightmare and feels lazy. He added I was welcome to find someone to come and fuck me good.

So I might just do it. I think it’s a little unfair to be honest, for me to have to bear with Grindr stupidities but it might be worth it? We live in the south of Spain and for some reason the few guys on Grindr here are super detached and demanding.

Was thinking of updating here, please let me know if you think this is too bland to share. Also if you have any advice, I’d appreciate it.