I’ve wanted to hookup with a guy for a long time but don’t have much luck and have chickened out because I don’t want to get caught or they aren’t close enough. But the other day I was working and talk to a young manager that I was trying to help. I have looked at guys before and thought about if would get with them, usually the answer would be no but sometimes I think sure, I would make out with them and suck them. But this time I looked at this guy and got a feeling l hadn’t had since I was a teen and had my first big crush, a tingly fast heart beat feeling. I had never felt that way as I was talking to a guy before and I think he may have noticed. I wish I could have been alone with him to try and maybe flirt a little. I know it wasn’t going anywhere but it was really exciting