My first time sucking a dick

So as the title says. This is the story of the first time I ever sucked a dick. I’ll start by prefacing I’m straight and I could never do this if I saw a man on the other side hence the gloryhole aspect. The action is what turns me on I guess. I’ve been holding off on telling this story so pls comment anything and interact w this.

This took place a little while after my handjob story. I had given my first handjob at a gloryhole and the guy came a bit on my hand and jeans and I left grossed out at the fact that i just gave someone a handy and bc I had someone else’s cum stain on my jeans. But after a few weeks I began to be curious and wanted to try it again, even telling myself if they stuck their dick through the hole I’d even try to lick their tip or put it in my mouth. I don’t know why but the idea turned me on especially not being seen by anyone itd be 100% discreet and nobody would even know I did it.

So one day I’m heading home and the thought popped into my mind again. And I tried to downplay it and even telling myself I’ll just watch some porn and jerk off at home. So I did that, I went home, got to the bathroom and one of the first videos that popped up was a trans girl getting a blowjob. Literally as soon as I saw that I pulled my pants up, got in my car and drove to the abs.

I walk in, $11 in hand and get a condom and the booth tickets and I sprint upstairs. I almost bump into a few older men who creeped me out but I ran into a booth and locked the door. Next thing I do is put on some straight porn as always bc gay porn makes me feel sick ironically lol. And I’m stroking my dick waiting for someone to put their hand through for my dick to get sucked. I must’ve had the porn playing a bit too loud, (my technique to let anyone know I’m in there is to turn the volume up on the screen so someone can walk into the opposite booth and suck me) because I didn’t hear the person walk into their side and close their door.

So I’m stroking my cock and when I look at the hole a white cut cock is staring at me. I felt short of breath because I was nervous. I was asking myself if I really was going to jerk it off or do anything to it. As it’s staring at me I see it wiggle and as soon as I saw that I got on my knees. I took a deep breath and stared at it, it was actually a really nice cock. I was so jealous of its size, girth, and I grabbed the condom out of my pocket, opened it and put it on. Luckily they didn’t pull away or try to take it off. (My biggest fear is catching an std so I will always play it safe.) As soon as I got the condom on, I start to stroke it, it’s about 6.5 inches. Only about an inch bigger than me but it had a nice girth to it that felt nice in my hand. As I’m stroking it, I’m thinking to myself, nows the time to do whatever I want to this thing. And before I know it, ya in my mouth. Of course all I taste is the rubber but I’m immediately deepthroating it, I begin to gag on it (definitely underestimated deepthroating haha) but after the first minute I began to take my time with it in my mouth. I remember at one point I teasingly bit the tip for a little bit bc I thought they’d like it. And I sucked the tip super hard and I felt it squirm in my mouth a little as I did that. And before I know it, he’s about to bust so I jerk him to completion.

He pulled away and got to the hole level and said thank you, can I suck you? I immediately put my dick in his face and got a really good blowjob and came into the condom (yes I wore one too). The second I came, post but clarity hit me so hard. I ran down the stairs gaggin and regretting what I did.

To this day I want to try it again, haven’t had the chance to go back but I want to soon. The feeling of wanting to do it goes away everytime I jerk off but then it comes back out of nowhere. So weird but let me know what you think of my story.