I don't know what it is but I find the thought of having sex with a guy to be incredibly sexy and sexually intense.

Just the thought of rolling around with another guy my age, kissing, feeling each other up, and then propping my legs up on his shoulders and allowing him to enter and pound my lubed up virgin hole just makes me go nuts. I absolutely love anal stimulation and love riding my dildo, but when I think of getting fucked in the butt by a guy it makes the cravings so much more intense and gives me a funny feeling in my belly. I get these indescribable shockwaves of pleasure and my libido shoots through the roof, it makes me so fucking horny and my ass starts to ache.

I guess this is what it means to be gay.