Warning: This might get a little icky and I recommend caution before continuing. I apologize to those with a weak stomach.

Sorry if this doesn't exactly fit here, it's more of a real-life fantasy than a confession, it's nothing I've ever done in life but it's something that I definitely want to one day experience.

Basically, I have a pretty extreme cum fetish. Cumflation to be exact. To those who don't know, basically cumflation, or cum inflation, is a kink or fetish usually restricted to the realm of fantasy where someone fills up with so much semen, either by swallowing it or having it pumped up their ass, to the point they're completely stuffed and their belly begins to swell.

Well... I want this to happen to me. For real. I know, it's not the most realistic thing but for some reason I'm just drawn to this idea and my obsession over it has only grown over the years. How the hell I'm ever going to come into possession of so much cum, never mind having the absolute iron stomach to down most of it, I dunno but the difficulties associated with it have done little to put my fantasy to bed.

It's also probably not the most healthiest thing in the world to down gallons of jizz but I think that if I were ever in a position where I had the opportunity to fill up with cum I'd take it, or I'd at least try to make the most out of it. Most guys I've talked to about it seem half-serious in their responses but I'm not going to get gallons of semen just from one single guy. It'd probably take over a dozen, maybe more, and over the course of several weeks if not months to collect enough cum to fully satisfy me.

In my fantasies, I always imagine that the cum would be collected over the course of a few months and stored and frozen to stay fresh. Then, once there's enough, it's all transported into a larger container or vat and heated. Then two hoses are attached to the container and either end goes in my mouth and up my butt. I then proceed to guzzle cum for the next few hours while it's simultaneously being pumped up my butt as well, filling me out and making me look pregnant. How much I could actually hold for real I have absolutely no idea.

Of course this is all just one big fantasy of mine but it's a very serious one too. I want it to actually happen. Goddamnit, I want to fill up with gallons of cum! I tend to scoff at the more fantasy-based depictions of cumflation and like to think about it in a more realistic way, as batshit crazy as it is. I realise that it's highly unlikely I'll ever come within more than a few litres of semen and that I'd probably vomit after only a few gulps before I'm able to do any serious damage to myself.

The question I want to know though is why the fuck I want this. It's sexy and it makes me horny thinking about it, but I really don't know why and I wanted to know if there are any other guys out there who have similar fantasises. Not just the odd silly thought but a very real craving to be blown up like a real-life cumballoon.

Anyway, that's my crazy cum fetish and I'm sorry if I've put anyone off their dinner.