i found out about gloryholes by accident while at a adult store many years ago. innocent enough i just thought the booths were for checking out some porn and possibly jerking off. i had gone to the booths a few times and on one occasion happened to enter one with a gloryhole. i didn't even see it at first until i saw it light up and hear the porn playing on the other side of the wall. i paid little attention to it until i saw a finger rubbing at the hole. i had no idea what that meant. when he stopped i wondered if he had been watching me jerk my cock and i got a little nervous. then a cock came through the hole. i was shocked but excited at the same time. knowing no one would know i touched and played with it a little then he pulled away. his finger appeared again so i thought he wanted to touch my cock. i put my cock through the hole expecting him to stroke me as i had done him. i was surprised when i felt him suck on me but it felt so good. when he stopped i pulled back and he put his cock back through the hole again. i was in such a erotic daze and without thinking about it i got down and put my mouth on my first cock. i sucked on it slowly and wondered why i felt so naughty and excited at the same time. i kept sucking on him and that's when it happened. He came in my mouth. i kept his cock in my mouth slowly working his cock feeling his cock pulse and squirt his cum in my mouth over and over. i kept his cock in my mouth and was in shock i had just done that and was still feeling his cock pulse wave after wave of hot thick cum in my mouth. what had i just done and why did i enjoy it? i felt his cock going soft and when he pulled away i had a mouthful of cum and without thinking just swallowed. since that first time i have been to the gloryhole and met with many guys over the years. i eventually was convinced to let a guy fuck me and have also been doing that for years too. i have no idea how many cocks i have sucked, how many loads of cum i have swallowed, or how many cocks have fucked me but enjoy it all. after many years i fo9und a wonderful Mistress who likes having me continue pleasing cock and doing many new things as well. My Mistress loves hearing about what i have done and has listened in and watched me suck cock as well as being fucked and filled with cum. She told me i was a naughty faggot and a hungry cock sucker. i never realized all this time i was enjoying being a faggot and pleasing cock. now i have accepted my role and can say she has opened my eyes to the fact that all this time i have been a faggot and like being a cock sucker and a faggot for men to use.