I’ll start, it was a long three day weekend and I had already been on the apps/sites chatting and teasing days prior, originally I was going to entertain one or two as I normally do but something just kept me going.

Before I knew it, I had ran through 32 different anons in 6 hours. In the moment I was craving more and more but after it was all said and done, I just felt so bad and idk guilty? Can anyone else relate to that feeling? Not really sure how to describe it.

I get in these moods every now and then (about every three months) where I’ll have group night like that and I’m literally in heaven but afterwards, it’s a world of remorse. I enjoy it and it doesn’t stop me from not wanting to be used because that rush of lust always pulls me back but I’m drained for at least a week after.