Recently married my woman/best friend last year, she’s the love and the light of my life and the future mother of my children. Before I met her I was single for 3.5 years, most single men my age were at the bar trying to pick up girls, I was at home online or at some random house, sucking cock. My friends would be out at the bar chasing skirts, I spent most of those same nights on my knees in the living room of a strangers house, desperatley sucking a man’s cock who I’ve never met before. There is a decent list of guys who I’ve spent more time with there cock in my throat than I’ve spent speaking to them.

She doesn’t know about my past. It’s been years since I’ve tasted another man’s meat, or cum that isn’t my own. I want to suck cock again so bad I can feel it in my fucking bones. The butterflies of walking up those stairs knowing what your about to do, the nervousness as he pulls his pants off standing in front of you, the smell of slightly sweaty balls, the first taste of his dick, the warmth against your tongue, his reaction when it slides down your throat for the first time, the feeling of his rod pulsating in between your lips flooding your mouth with cum, or the awkward moment when you pulls it out of your mouth and you’re kneeling there waiting for him to empty his balls on your eager face and tongue. I can’t describe how badly I miss that. I’ve never once felt the same way about pussy as I do about a big, thick, throbbing, rock hard cock staring into your eyes. I fucking miss it and I fucking need more of it.