Before I came out, I was always very curious about older men. I always loved that thick daddy guy just imagining if his cock matched.. idk why I was fascinated but I was, and I started sucking cock before I ever bottomed, maybe a year or two is all, But I’d always check out sites & apps with ads and photos and I’d check the cities around my area and I’d travel too if it looked good enough to suck, I’d use the filters to looks for my fantasy guy and I’d check out the photos.. I’d text a few and try to find a vibe some guys are weird it throws me off.. But it was great to really narrow it down and see what I’d be working with for my curiosity.. I created a ad with a few pics.. My ass arched and my mouth and body and the bio was what I exactly wanted. And after posting maybe a day later I was getting blown up with messages.. I was always one who texted vs calling and I woke up to so many dick pics I just scrolled n picked what I liked.. and I never charged or paid it was fair swaps. But guys would take me on dates I enjoyed it enough to actually come out. And I tried it all from black to Arab, Chinese, I have favorites, but after a couple years of sucking dick I wanted to actually take a dick. And I was always clean and still am. I probably sucked off 30 guys over the first remaining part of the year so I had a nice pick of the litter to who I wanna let fuck me. But I decided to let a random take it because I wanted to be asked for it vs asking to take it but i lost it on a cruise to a man I met in a hot tub lol shortly after this decision and it happened so quick but thsts another story but dod anyone else use those sites to explorer ?