I'm in my early thirties, married. I grew up in a pretty religious environment, so even though I knew I had some attraction to men, it's never something that I had really explored. My wife is very understanding, and supportive of me exploring this side of myself. I have always loved to watch really hardcore, degrading porn, and imagine myself in the place of the woman. I have recently started visiting dirty Chatroulette sites like flingster, so that I can act out this fantasy in front of other guys. I fucking love it! I have an 8-in dildo and I love to start with deep throating it as far as I can until I gag and puke, then I turned around and use it to fuck myself in the ass. The best guys tend to be those from other countries who only speak enough English to boss me around, and tell me what to do. I love when they get aggressive and call me a whore, or a slut. I also love being made to do ass to mouth, and sucking up any of the fluids that drip off the dildo. It turns out I have a huge humiliation kink, and love doing degrading things for other men. It's really fun being pushed to my limits