Everyone in this is 18 (Im the only one in the story and im 19). This story is to let those who are closeted, in an anti-gay house or at least a house where they don't support it, but want to experiment know they are not alone.

So, i've always thought i liked men to some degree, and i do, i like men and women, so technically im bi.

I never explored it much mainly due to fear, however now at 19, i am a lot more comfortable with it and whilst im still closeted, im ok with it.

Now to the main story...

So i sat here at half an hour ago thinking about anal, and watching porn on another subreddit and it made me think, i need to do this, its not liked i havent used my own fingers and other stuff before but that was a long time ago (9 months ), i have used hookup subreddits and not done much with them. So i went downstairs and got an object, not the usual one, it was thick and looked like an actual dick, so i took it and lubed it up.

I also lubed up my two middle fingers and inserted them, fingers is what im used to.

I rubbed the tip of the carrot around my asshole and inserted it slowly...and OMG, it was AMAZING, i loved the feeling of it sliding in and out of me, then i went to my room as i saw the family car come around the corner out of the window of the kitchen.

I went to my room and bounced on the carrot until i heard the door open, i then sat there with the carrot still in my ass acting like all was usual, i said hello to people, they came and sat in my room and talked, STILL WITH IT IN MY ASS!

Even now as i type it is still in my ass, and this has settled something i had been undecided on, i am a bottom.

Now for all of you thinking, why doesn't he use a dildo? Well, i live with parents and am closeted so i can't get one without either my post being checked or it being found, eventually i will get one but for now, this will do, and i liked it too. Also i would love to experiment with a buttplug and see if i could sit downstairs with it in and be unsuspecting.

Next up... the cucumber!

I will post some other parts talking about other stuff ive done living in a household of family who are anti-gay, this is mainly for those who are in a similar situation, so you know your not alone.