[30]For the last year I’ve been watching more and more gay porn. The only thing hotter than a cock flopping up and down while the bottom is riding cowboy, is when I see a top reach for the bottoms dick and jack it off while sliding in and out balls deep. Generally I’ve never been attracted to guys in real life, but I just can’t stop thinking about getting someone’s dick in my hand and servicing them until. Beyond that I’m not sure what I’m ready for, though I have a sneaky feeling that once I get a hard throbbing cock in my hands I’m going to lose it and want to get fucked. I don’t know what my next step should be in this process. Anyone that’s been in a similar situation before have advice for me on what to do now?