Okay so I’ve always known I love the idea of being degraded more than degrading people but i still enjoy it when i do degrade someone but recently I’ve noticed my desire to be degraded has been to the extreme. For example if im talking to someone and they start to degrade me i tell them make me feel like an object like to the point if someone reads those messages they will think im being verbally abused by them. But the thing is I love every single moment of that conversation because I love the idea of being told im inferior and that i have no purpose in life other than to serve a alpha male for the rest of my life. Like this desire to be degraded on this level excites me and makes me want to explore more ways to be degraded like i know there is race play which i also enjoy but i want to learn more ways to be degraded. This desire to learn more ways to be degraded increases my need to feel inferior to any man.