I’m married and I have considered myself bi since before me and my wife were engaged. During our engagement period I had sex with a slim hung friend I met on kik. I topped him and I thought It would be my only time. 4 years later, I’m becoming more verse and a size king lol. I love big dicks and just want to see them cum. I called my old friend and he came over and gave me the best orgasm ever one morning before work. It was my first time taking real dick and it was amazing. After the encounter my friend became standoffish and I am really ashamed that I did that in a house that I share with my wife. Months have gone by and I have the urge again. I have multiple guys and trans women that I’m interested in and everyday is a struggle not to schedule a meet up. Twitter and sniffies are leading me to dangerous paths but I love my wife more than guys or dick. Any other married guys feel my pain? It’s very selfish and I’m often disappointed in myself but I can’t shake it