It's been a while since I had some cock, and I was craving it so I opened Grindr, logged into sniffies, and started looking around. Found a guy two blocks away who wanted to fuck in the stairwell of his work, which ended up being a fast food place. He didn't have any lube (was planning on using spit) and didn't have any condoms (was planning on breeding me.

I got there, and panicked - I saw the security camera at the stairwell, he said we'd have to be quiet (no way I can be if he's going in without a ton of lube) and ... I said sorry, I wasn't comfortable with it, and left. Mostly because I was afraid if I got caught it would get back to my wife.

Now I'm feeling SUCH a sense of remorse. It would have been so slutty and so wrong and so stupid -- but that makes it hot.

Still have grindr loaded, so if I can find a saner scenario I'll still get myself some cock.

Should I have gone for it, or was this smart? What should I try next?