I’ve been with my husband for 10 years. We got together when I was 19 and he was 18. We weren’t each others firsts, in fact his boy pussy was first fucked by an older man that had a son around his age. He’s told me some of what happened, but has never told me everything. From what he’s told me I feel like he really enjoyed losing his virginity to an experienced older man.

I’m not jealous or anything. I think early on I was, but not anymore. Now I find it so fucking hot to know that someone else was inside of my husband. I do envy that this older man got to feel my boy’s tight hole before me. The envy goes always quick when I fantasize about watching my husband being fucked by this older man. Am I wrong for thinking like this? For getting hard on thoughts of watching my husband being fucked by an older man?