Usually im pretty okay with my body, im average / chub which i like I love thickness. And I literally have an average dick. But when I am locked some how I realize I pay way more atention to other guys bodies and cock size to the point I think im being Jealous of them some how? Im having "go to the gym and get skinier" or "What if you had a bigger dick you would have some boy to serve It" thoughts... And I dont think they are like a kinky roleplay I think they are some how real and Deep in my brain...

Does someone have ever felt the same ? Its good/bad or something I have to enjoy? I literally feel that If i had like a perfect body/dick friend Who daily show off for me and treat me correctly this feel would vanish which does also not make much sense hahaha

Im okay, but I think my hormones are playing tricks on me and im not used to them.