It’s not about me being gay... but me and my family are a disaster now and I’m giving up trying. I just graduated college and my field is impossible to get into or continue in. I literally spent the whole thanksgiving being berated and knocked down bc I don’t have a job yet and apparently I’m lazy and doing nothing. I’m publishing research and thesis articles, as well as looking for jobs, I have three that are kinda huge changes that the employers are working out details (will take months and require relocation). Grad school is a long shot since acceptance rates are 10% and based on other factors I have a 0.6% chance of actually getting in. On the other hand I haven’t spoken to my father in two months while living in the same house as him, over his family who have disowned me. I’m at a point where I just want to run away or vanish. If anyone has any advice it’d be greatly appreciated. None of this is due to my sexuality...but how do you manage a messed up life and get it back on track?