Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.

It was the day my partner of over a year told me I should get tested because he tested positive for Gono. We are not open. This is the day before we are flying overseas for a wedding where I’m the plus one. So now, there’s no wedding for me of course. Even worse, no itinerary and no accommodations. I debated heavily on if I should even go and make it a solo trip but I’ve spent so much money on the tickets that I might regret not trying to salvage it.

Anyway, all my friends and family have been great and said I should go. A potential Eat Pray Love moment. So here I am on my way to the airport. I’ve cried several times today. I’m worried what my mental state might be when I’m alone figuring out what to do. Or even what kind of trauma this is going to leave me as I try to move on and eventually try to date again.

I’m going to try to make the best of it but I guess I wanted to rant this out into the world. Any suggestions/ advice ?