I’d just like to see everyone else’s experiences. I’m typically a very private anonymous person. I have no other social media and this is my NSFW account on here.

It’s a nice outlet to experience other gay men’s ramblings a bit.

Do any of you have big “what ifs?” That you think about?

I tend to exude living my life confidently. I’m happy with the man that I became and have grown into so I wouldn’t want to change anything that made me this way.

For me it’s a particular man that is my what if. Somebody I had pushed away because I was younger and more immature than I should have been in those days. I know his life now, how much he wanted it to be with me, and to an extent still does. We speak as friends and truly are. We are half a world away now. It’s just that one big one I fantasize about.

What about you guys?