I’m going insane. I went on a date with this guy on Sunday. It was amazing. He’s so sweet, kind, and funny. I can’t stop thinking about him.

I was with my ex for almost three years, he cheated on me and kicked me out of the apartment in March. I’ve been single since then. I’m worried because I’m scared that my feelings towards the guy I went on this date with are just some placebo. That I’m getting worked up like some teenager. I can’t stop thinking about him, though. It’s driving me crazy. We’ve only been on one date, I’m seeing him again tomorrow. I usually have sex first and then date guys, but this is completely different. He hasn’t seen me naked at all yet (this is very rare) and we didn’t have sex on the first date.

We were making out and he whispered in my ear, “I can’t wait to find all the sensitive spots that drive you crazy.” My brain melted. It’s like something out of a movie. It’s freaking me out.